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I am just a girl looking for a way out of what feels like a dead end life. If I could be anything, I would want to be anything in the arts.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

New Day

So I woke up to Pixie Lott. Good day, right? So far, it's right. I hope so. Planning on watching some classics today and chat it up with my friends. Been watching Buffy kinda with Mommy. Missed that show, to be honest. Along with that, I have discovered that I need more books again soon. I am down to two I have not read in my own collection. Should I finish them, I think I will read Chimera or talk my friend Adam into bringing me his Dante's Inferno, if he has a copy. Thinking about learning Russian. Weird, right? Personally, I find the language beautiful and hope to one day be able to speak it fluently. So besides this and that I have been trying to plan my birthday. I would like to spend it with my second family. Maybe a day to the beach or a trip to Myrtle Beach and see the sea from there again. Not sure what all this day has planned but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let it be good.

♥Becca♥

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Panic Panic :O

Oh boy. These last few days have been SUPER busy. Father's day today, my cousin's graduation yesterday, and Myrtle Beach the day before. Watching TV with the family, but also busy plotting something to do. Gonna spend a day with mom. YAY!!! Finally decided to try and watch Motives with Shemar Moore and Vivica A. Fox. XD Epic sex scenes and awesome action. Plus Shemar Moore. Need I say more? Besides all this, decided to try and write a story about monsters. XD Inspired by, of course, Monsters Inc. Great movie. Kids movie, I know, but never the less a great movie. Feel kinda bad about sleeping in so late, but I have just felt so tired. And you know what, I think I deserved it. :D I have been having these monster migraines for some reason. No clue what to do about that besides put peppermint oil on my temples. XD Smells good and also feels good. Along with that, watching ABDC on MTV. Kinda ready for the show instead of all this stuff about the MTV awards. XD Not really interested in the award shows on. Although I do want to see all these new previews on the movies. Oh well. :] Time for me to get myself some much needed relaxation.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

First Time Blogger

I just figured I might as well get out and do something with myself. What? I have no clue. I mean, everyone has dreams right? Maybe it is time for me to follow mine. I'm not getting any younger. 

I mean, I am already a fifth of the way through my life. Feelings kinda down, but that happens, you know? So anyways time for some good news. Hair is being dyed again today. Excited for that. Myrtle Beach with the family tomorrow. And after? Probably applying for jobs with my dad.

People ask me what I dream of, and most of the time I could tell them and have no regrets but these last few guys have been completely rude and jerks. Why, oh, WHY can't the world be full of Derek Morgans???? Granted, I would want a Spencer Reid personally, but yeah. Someone good with kids, someone who is nice and sweet, and someone who has a crazy sense of humor. I mean, what is so hard about that? For real? But enough about men.

I have been thinking a lot lately and realized that when I actually put my mind to it, I am not as depressing as I think. For one, I enjoy video games as much as the next nerd. Right now I would love to play some Final Fantasy VIII again. Good game. And second, I would LOVE some coffee. Luckily dad is making some. Another note, Some good music and laughing at my parents. A day that literally started out like shit, this ended up not being so bad. Now I just have to try and keep it up.

This blog will contain stories and ideas and dreams and rants, so please feel free to ignore any post that offend. I am just trying to get out the feelings of anger and mischief.

♥BLH♥